Counting Down

So I have a confession.....
I have been cheating on my diet. I know! I never meant for it to happen, it meant nothing to me. I was feeling lonely and sad (and sometimes happy) and this helped me.
Ok, all dramatics aside - I need to stop eating when I'm bored and stop eating things that are unhealthy even when I'm not hungry. I just know that these things taste good.
I am reaffirming my diet plans!!

I Will start to eat healthy again!

I WILL start working out!

On a side note. I am looking into the p90x workout, it's expensive but I've seen the results. The premise is the workout everyday to the DVDs that they provide as well as an optional eating plan. The results will be fantastic in 90 days, hence the name. Now the workouts are really intense and again the whole system is expensive but I think it could be worth it! I am going to think on it for a little while!!

Meanwhile, I will be doing at least an hour of exercise every day! Whether it's going to the gym or a dance class or yoga at home.
I would like to lose 50lbs (at least) by August. This is a large time frame so I'm positive that I can achieve my goal!